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Wednesday, June 30, 2004

heys!
jes gort home.
with no one at home!
including my maid.
hahas!

mann.i fell down outside my hse.-.-"the way i fell was super lame i tell you!i fell onto sum banana plant.:|
damn pain mann.my leg now gort sum bruises.
lol.
screw it.
hope none of my neighbours saw.

lols.
school was boring as usual.jes that everybody was toking abt the blackout yesterdae night.
and yes.stupid regina wasnt here.
pe!
we took height and weight!
i shrunk!
-sulks.
but my weight was still the same.
:D
and after school we went for the germ debriefing.
mr arman showed us SCHINDLER'S LIST.
it's sum movie directed by steven spielberg..(spell?)
abt the holocaust?

it's so sick!
and sadd.i teared a lil bit.and hands over my face.might as well not watching.
it's so soo.sick!
they show all the blood woshing out from the head.
and shooting pple was like plucking leaves.and the jews hadta run naked and all.and the kids being sent to the gas chambers.
so saddening.

SCREW HITLER!
the mighty one-testicled bastard.

oh wells.
after that met my form tcher.
she asked me how was my studies.
lol.
she said she's very worried and all.
and she said.
i sorta becum better,more guai.
hahahahsa!
like duh!
:x

hmm.guess nth much happened.
so yah.
goodbye for now.

am so so hungry!
i dunno howta cook any fuck here mann!
:(


hazel Y 4:58 PM |


Tuesday, June 29, 2004

hellos!
am toking to my bro's fren over icq.
sumhow,i dun think he knws am his sis that's toking to him.haha!
(:

so fun!
i heard over the radio that there's like a major? blackout in s'pore?
COOL MANN!
WHY MY HSE STILL GORT LIGHTS LEHH!

-pouts.
no funn!
my uncle called.lol.they hadta light candles.

am so tired!
hwk's all half done.
:/

went towning todae.with bf.
she wanan go kino ta get her stupid baby blues comic book.
yupp.
after that we wenta pacific plaza.
looked at her bottle!

walked to heeren.far east.
then yahh.
for the third time.we entered the damn ripcurl shop in pac plaza.
made her buy the damn bottle.
she's so indecisive cann!
lol.

and yah.did i mention.
some dickhead approach us and offered us ta have our eye brows plucked.
like hello?
told him that i love my eyebrows.
hahs.
dun he have any better things ta do in town.

at kovan.hmm.sum interesting things happened.
(:

mum came hme last night.
she bought for me a wallet!a pen!slippers!pants!bracelet!bag!

that sillycow.
she bought SO MUCH OF ACCESSORIES!
lol
still tell me can shop till she drop.
and yes.she doesnt mind going there to shop again!
hahahas!
yay!
and she bought those bamboo sorta thingie pillow for my dad and grandma!
lol.so funny.i thot it was sum foot rest.

shall go.
goodbye!
xoxo;


hazel Y 10:54 PM |


Monday, June 28, 2004

hey!
jes came back from lunching.
hahs.
prata with baby!
(:
and we tried sum drink which was called milo dinosaur!

hahahas.
it's jes milo with loads and loads of powder on top.

ahhas.
and silly chris was trying t take my wallet!
:x
but of course.he din manage larh.;)

thanks shyan and regina for the belated bdae prezs!
love ya two.

school was alright.
was slping while bathing cus was stayed up ta watch selena last night.
regina's prez came in handy.lol.it was a super soft dog!
used it as a pillow.
was like dozing off during eng class!

after school we hadta go to the hall for choosing for the 150th ij anniv or sumthing.
me and rell gort chosen.but in the end.yahh.we din go to the side of the hall.lols.
heck.

oh wells.
nth much ta sae.
happy me!

bye!
xoxo;



hazel Y 5:17 PM |


Sunday, June 27, 2004

right.
school starts tmr!

YIKES!

i couldan wake up this morning mann.felt so dead.hahas.
body was like so stiff and heavy and glued to my bed.
dad was telling me that my maid might be going over to my grandma's hse to stay ta takkaire of grams and i hafta get my uniform and all shit ready for stinky school tmr.

sigh.
my hair's still the same.
i can even tie it now.
bag's still the same.
am still fair.

blah!
going back to school with the same appearance aint nice at all.
:(
blame it on the germ trip.it took 2/3 of my hols.

i wanan go out!
but to where.
:|

oh wells.my dieting starts todae!
whee.
am hungry already.:x

slap me if you see me eating in school yah!
hahahs.forgot to mention
watch "so close" on axn yesterdae afternoon.
sucha sad show.

but i really like the song they featured in their show.
carpenter's close to you.(:

shall go;
goodbye!


hazel Y 10:04 AM |


Saturday, June 26, 2004

jes had my piano lesson!
(:
tadadada.
tcher was telling me to play louder!and louder!
:/
like wth.

anws.did i mention.hahahas.I LOVE ASHLEE SIMPSON'S PIECES OF ME?
woah!it's totally akkitive!
|
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|
v

jes look at those legs!
jes look at it!
sexaye aint it.
and look at mine!MINE!
sucha a turn off.
im FAT! and UGLY!
gawd.jes fat and ugly!
sheesh.all these fats must go!
gyming and dieting starts tommorrow!
hur hur.
and tanning!

:(stares at myself.
fatt me.


hazel Y 9:42 AM |


Friday, June 25, 2004

frigging pissed with haloscan and guestbook.
:(

some help please.


hazel Y 11:28 PM |



changed template!(:
but i dunno where t put my haloscan.:|
oh wells.

am having a terrible cough and flu now.
blahh.

tution later!
goodbye all.
xoxo;


hazel Y 11:05 AM |


Thursday, June 24, 2004

it's jes empty
somebody please jes tell me what's love.


hazel Y 10:47 PM |



changed hair parting again.
now all my hair up top stands up.
grrr.cant be bothered.

last min plans to go towning with jomark yesterdae.
bought a skirt from zara and a vondutch shirt.

and yesterdae night was bad.
it was all wrong.

shall speak no more.
goodbye


hazel Y 12:16 PM |


Wednesday, June 23, 2004

oh god.
fuckit.
my comp totally sucks mann!
they lost watever i typed jes now!

IM BOREDDD!:(
grr.

yes.as i was saying.wenta school todae for chem.
it was so boring!and was so early.8:00!
roar.

came slightly late.
ahahhas.
and i could hardly keep my eyes open.bleahh.and erm my mum left for hongkong earlie this morning w/o saying bye!
-sulks
yesterdae i asked her wad time is she leaving.and she told me 4 plus.
i happily thot it was in the evening.
but!
it was early morning!
-sulks even more.
i finally caught shrek2!

whee.
love it.damn funny.and best!so lil pple in the cinema.hahahas.
puss in boots is mine!

-jumps ardd.
and found my way ta novena to kk hosp to visit my grandma.
(:

was so tireddd.was dozing off in the hosp!
ahahhas.
oh wells.

sighh.im still missing germany!:(

alrights,
there's nth much to say alrdy.
bye!
xoxo.


hazel Y 11:57 AM |


Monday, June 21, 2004

yawns
jes woke up.hahha.oh god.
jetlagness is really ruining me!
bleahh.i cant seem to wake the fuck outta me.
:/

oh wells.
i think later will be going to hosp to visit my grandma.
she's still in da operating theatre i think.

not much to sae.
bye.



hazel Y 11:43 AM |


Friday, June 18, 2004

greetings!
the great one's back home!feels damn weird to be home tho.plane was delayed big time when i was in thailand.bleahh.and damn!the journey back was so jerkyyy.so many turbulences.:/
yeahh.when i reached home.mann.i feel so tall in my room.lols.so strange.bleahh.
i miss germ!
and of coze.my coach driver!papa jose!that's wad everybody called him.heh.he's damn damn cute mann.small and cute.(:
when we reached the airport.everything felt so dreadful.bleahh.i was taking pics with the papa jose and the bus and the front and back the number plate and all.lols.and the seat i sat.(:lols.
and everybody started crying.
of course.
seeing everybody crying and esp chou kin crying over her "german boyfren" and mrs soon hugging papa jose to bid farewell.
yahh.
i burst into tears.
:(
sighh.

but yeahh!we gort papa jose's number.so yahh.contacts!
(:

germany was really great.
am so so missing there now.feel so attached to the weather there.jes when im getting used to everything there.we jes hafta get back here.
:/

but i swear i'll be back there at the nneuchwanstein castle!for my honey moon!
lols.

it's the castle used for the slping beauty.
rocked mann.
great place.

had fun learning their language.(:a few phrases larhh.
now now!i am so pro.i know howta speak english.chinese.and german!
lols.

and yes!their food.it's nice larhh.but we all got sick of it in the end.on the plane..mann!everybody misses meepok.hahhaas.
the people there are really friendly.
mann.

and my friends were all laughing at me cuse i was waving at the elderly pple in the towns there,hahaas.
they all looked so happy.like healthy cauliflowers.

:x
and not to forget.
we're one big bunch of fucking sinners mann.

porn everynight!
lols.
priests should all arrange for a mass confessions sessions.
:x

yupp.
we've been to a couple of castles.musuems.concentration camps.and more of course.

castles!
the wartburg castle
the cecilienhof castle.
the NEUCHWANSTEIN castle!

im so lazee to tok more abt it.so yahh.

move on to the camps.
sachsehausen camp was the first to be set up in germany.
it wasnt so bad.coze most of the parts of the camp were destroyed becuze the pple din want to rmb it.
so yahh.
dachau was more hardcore.
coze almost everything was still intact.
:/
including the crematorium and the gaschambers.
i felt super disturbed when i went there.
the sad fact abt it was that the jews were actually sorta conned into goin go to the gaschamber.
coze the soldiers told them that they were jes going to mass showers.

bleahh.
get it?so sadddening.

oh wells.
we also been to the checkpoint charlie,jewish museum.open air museum.
the checkpoint charlie museum was abt the berlin wall and all.and the pple that tried to climb ober or escaped.and yeah.the jewish museum was abt the same.
but the open air museum was abt the farmers from the early early times.
like 400 years ago.
the many farmhses were still there.
yupp.
think they're damn smart in building their hses.
we had sum hands on sessions.we cooked in there,where it was so smoky and all.with the old times stove and all.
everybody's eyes were so teary.lols.coze of the smoke.but the food aint bad.
not forgetting we had a great time wearing the aprons.lols.
damn funny.
we were posing with it.
(:

yuppz.
we wenta hitler's eagles nest too.
it was high high up the mountains.it was on the peak of the mountain and it was freezing cold!and with all the clouds ard it.
felt we were flyin!
lols.
and all the snows.so scary mann.everybody had a hard time getting down coze of the slippery snows.
and the tour guide for that was really cute!
mr angeles!

god.even my teacher took a pic of him.lols.
yupp yupp.
we went to fairy grottoes too.
the world's most colourful caves,but i wasnt that impressed tho.
coze the oni colours excluding the lights were brown white black grey.
-.-
ahahas.

we wentta nuremburg too.
where they once used to had nazi rallies there.
yuppz.
the congress hall too.but it was unfinished coze there were lack of materials and resources.

and we went to courtroom 600 too!the room where all the trials were held.
but!
i was slping thru out the whole tour!
the speaker was so boring.

and they even showed a video of pple being gassed to death.
i missed that!

sheesh.was scolding my fren why she din wake me up.
ahahas
:/
and we wenta munich too.
to siemens' museum.quite boring.
THE SPEAKER HAD BAD BREATH!
god and i was standing so near him.
blahh.

lols.
and we wenta mercedes benz museum too.mann!
so many cool cars there!
bought a model car for my uncle
(:

we wenta triberg wasserfall too.and black forest.and ritter sport factory.
(:
went on a shopping spree at the town titi see in the bacl forest region.
bought candles and my DISCO BALL!
(:

and sum liquor.
yupp.bought a bracelet for myself in heidelberg.
damn nice!
-ching ching

oh!
forgort to mention.i wenta a town called oberammergau.where it was famous for its passion plays!
am going back there in 2010 when im 21 years old to catch the play.coze it only shows in a decade.

germany rocks mann!

and it's oni abt 13 hrs away from here.

alrights.
shant bore u guys reading it.
but yeahh.it's dman fun.please like pardon my sucky explanation on where we went.lols.

xoxo all.

love you*!




hazel Y 2:19 PM |


Sunday, June 06, 2004

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye.
But the dawn is breaking it's early morning
The taxi is waiting, he is blowing his horn
Already I'm so lonesome, I could cry

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you wait for meHold me like you never let me go

I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

There is so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now they don't mean a thing.
Every place I go I think of you
Every song I sing I sing for you.
When I come back I wear your wedding-ring


So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you wait for meHold me like you never let me go

I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go


Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes, and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to comeI wont have to leave alone, and I wont have to say:


So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you wait for meHold me like you never let me go

I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again.
I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again.
I'm leaving on a jetplane,I don't know when I'll be back again.

Oh baby I hate to go.

love YOU*
and all.

off to germany.will be back on the 17th.
take care all!

xoxo.
missed.



hazel Y 10:12 PM |


Thursday, June 03, 2004

MY DAYYY!(:

*wanna say a LOUD thankyou to all those that screamed into the phone this morning.and all the msges!
-hugs all titely.
i love you all!


am happy zelly!


hazel Y 7:26 AM |


Tuesday, June 01, 2004

I make believe
That you are here


yes yes!

im so boredd!
TWO MORE DAYS!

-jumps ardd.

had piano lesson this morning.my tcher said she can vomit blood teaching me theory.
i wanted to tell her that i can vomit blood doing theory too.

bleahh!
i wanan go shopping!im so boreddd.
tution later.

roar roar roar!

yesterdae
had my hair cut.

super thinn now.
hahahas.dunno if i should be happy or sad.
i lovehate it.

went to schoool wit jo to take back books.
stupid mann.the whole damn locker consist of REGINA NG SIZHEN'S BOOKS.

hello!if u reading this.
please take sum back arhhs.

:b
oh yes!

and i watched 45 mins of deep blue sea and woah!
i ran up to my room.

it's soo...

disturbing.

godd.

and i was wide awake coze of those sharks.
bleahh.and i had nightmares.
:|


I HATE THE FUCKING COMP I TELL YOU!

IT'S CRAPSHIT MANN.





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